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Unpasteurized Paule

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Paule Patterson III is a writer, former pastor, and development strategist based in Missoula, Montana. Raised in Idaho Falls, Paule grew up in a half-Mormon town and came to Christianity as a teenager, diving deep into youth groups, apologetics, and theological debate. He attended a Restorationist Bible college in Boise, took philosophy and psych classes at Boise State, and later enrolled in an MBA program at the University of Montana.His career began in traditional ministry roles—interning, pastoring, and eventually leading a church plant in Missoula. That trajectory collapsed under the weight of addiction, mental health struggles, and ego. After a second stint in rehab (2021), sobriety finally took hold. In recovery, Paule began reconstructing his faith and life.He now runs Stigma Marketing & Development, consults on authenticity-first strategy, and launching the Every Human’s Journey™ framework he developed. His work spans marketing, suicide prevention, spiritual writing, and organizational development.Paule’s writing is confessional, complex, and unapologetically layered—reflecting his lived experience of failure, growth, and stubborn grace. He’s still unlearning. Still recovering. Still writing. And he’s not done yet.
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Voices in My Head – Learning to Talk to Myself

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • March 27, 2024
"What do you feel when you're talking to yourself?", they answered without hesitation "Guilt." That guilt and shame about talking to ourselves actually keep us in the same patterns and thinking the same thoughts that produce the behavior that produces the life we wish would be different than it was. And I am so good at it.
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Don’t let your left hand know – Beyond Show

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • March 27, 2024
Do your deeds secretly, say your prayers in secret, and fast in secret. Ensure that you take steps so your intent doesn't become something else. I pray for things or might do a good thing but the intent behind it was selfish, for my security and significance. When I mix up the purpose of prayer, giving, or fasting, I'm turning it into an echo chamber of self-worship. I can't see anything else but me in everything else. So, make sure I take steps so other people won't know.
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Getting Out & In A Church I Don’t Believe In

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • March 26, 2024
I was not where I thought I should be for the journey I was on – things had to change again. One of the areas in the category of "Things That Have To Change" was my public posture and putting my voice back out there, taking risks, more relationships, and doing some of the things I love to do but don't have an outlet for, Drunk Pastor being a part of that. Going to churches and figuring out how to engage with people on spiritual and theological matters again is another part of it.
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John Macallan Swan, The Prodigal Son, 1888.
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The Many Ends of My Selves: Sobriety, Excuses, and the Kid I Used to Know (Update 3.16.24)

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • March 17, 2024
Sobriety began on September 11, 2021. It was a Saturday. The morning started around 4 am with me staring at the ceiling of the Neurobehavioral Inpatient as a suicide risk.…
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Shrewd as Serpents…learning to be innocent

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • March 6, 2024
Jesus was, in essence, teaching his apostles to be like "that ancient serpent, who is called the devil and Satan, the deceiver of the whole world" (Revelation 12:9). The catch is that we have to be that while being "innocent as doves."
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Navigating the Abyss: Embracing Chaos, Discovering Order

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • February 28, 2024
“I say unto you: one must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star. I say unto you: you still have chaos in…
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Avoidance, Resistance, and Change

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • February 21, 2024
So, I am finding out just how good I am at avoidance. Or at least, I have been. I at least suck moderately less at it now. Starting almost two…
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God of The Unknown – Embracing Uncertainity

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • April 26, 2021
God’s intervention in history and life is not necessarily through frequent, direct, or dramatic means but rather almost like He stitches and weaves a thread with a few pregnant moments…
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UnBabeling The Tower of Babel – Redemption World Politics

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • December 9, 2015
🔒 Patreon Content If you're a patron, log in at the bottom of the page or side menu (on mobile). This is part of the Patreon archive. Patrons get access to…
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East of God

  • Unpasteurized Paule
  • December 4, 2015
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